Well this week I am feeling fantastic, placement doesnt seem so bad after all, maybe by year 3 I will learn that it is just anxiety that makes me feel that way about nursing just before placements start.
I had a gym induction last night, I felt surprised. The man was going through all the stuff he was going to try me on and I could feel myself going greener as he mentioned the cross trainer, treadmill, bike, a string of weights. I am thinking "oh beep" I will never do all that. I did and it felt ok, felt a bit pushed which is cool but not unbearable! I absolutely loved it beyond belief.
I am still sticking to the plan too, even though I am now at placement, I am finding it easier to stick to it when I am busy now. Its really odd before I wouldnt have been bale to do a full time thing and stay on weight watchers too, my head just couldnt seem to get around the fact I needed to concentrate on both things at once. As for going to the gym while I was busy, just wouldnt have happened, however here we are I am loving the gym and eating really well and holding donw a full time placement/univeristy course. God I hope this is the successful time for me. I have 2 years of this course left, if i can just get this as part of my routine, I might graduate wiht a mcuh smaller size then I am now! HOW EXCITING...
I am also noticed my mood changes from this blog, my first few days I was in tears I felt so low and unhappy, but now I feel great I feel I am doing something positive with my life, looking after me as wel as others!
well signing off for now as its the school run! byee
Thursday, 4 February 2010
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