My first week

Well here I go again doing this weight watchers malarky. My kids are at the stage just like everybody else is....which is the "oh no, not that again" stage and well they are probably justified to say that snce this is prbably my 100 time of starting weight watchers, although mos tof the time I dont get past day one never mind week one.

I have always struggled with my weight, even as a little girl you can always spot me, I was the fat kid in the school photos. I am now constantly asking myself "why me?" all the time, I see these slim girls who can appear to eat anything they want and stay stick thin, and I dream about how nice life would be if I had that kind of freedom. Having said that, I dont think it is a freedom I will ever get, I suddenly realise this is a life long thing, how depressing really to think that for the rest of my life, to stay thin I will need to point what I eat.

So here is my journey hopefully to success this time. This is how I decided to restart again, I was in univeristy the other day and they banter on about weight loss, smoking etc, it does get very umcomfortable when I am sitting there very obviously over weight to morbid obesity, (I am that bariatric patient, who is high risk heart disease). Well one day last week there we were there and this lady lecturer walked in and started to talk about rehab and motivation, well something she said hit me, she told me people who diet, (and give up smoking etc) never succeed the first time. They tend to take a few goes at it, but the main thing to do when motivating these people is to get them to keep trying. BINGO!..something swtiched in my head and here I am day 3 of weight watchers, and right now I promise I wont give up on myself ever again, because I think I can succeed if I keep trying. So my journey is here....please keep coming back because I will probably post alot about thoughts past life and hopefully get some piccies up too. Heres to success for us all, 2010 IS OUR YEAR!